Getting from here to there

Since June

2011-09-27T13:17:00.001-07:00

Wenny passed away at the end of July. We were able to spend time with her and her family while we were there: her three girls, her husband, her parents and even, during my year there, her sister. Though I'm sure that it isn't an easy transition, I know that they are surrounded with love and hope.

In July, we found out we're expecting an addition. So we decided to look for a new home. In September, we moved in. While it might be a little while until we get to travel the world again, I know that it was in perfect timing that we were able to travel this last trip.

I've moved significantly further away from all of my teaching gigs. Though I still love watching the process of exploring art, especially with kids, I know it's time to do a little more internal, creative exploration. How do these parents do it?!

This kid is due early March. I'm sure I'll come up with an update between now and then.

End of the School Year Perspective

2011-06-16T00:21:00.000-07:00

By now, the school year has ended. Graduations seem to be universal. After all of your diligence, you have focused long enough to show your teacher that you've soaked in a significant amount of what they've been meaning to teach. Through projects, conversations, exams and papers - you've accomplished quite a bit! Along the way, your teacher has engaged you long enough to keep you intrigued, hopefully wanting to keep learning.

And we keep learning! Whether we finally understand what teachers tried to teach us, or discovering life lessons - it's a good place to be. Sometimes, it's only afterwards that we can finally appreciate the process.

While we were in Indonesia, my mom taught about perspective. She also taught the hula. Kids were so captivated by it when she visited in 2008. It was fun to see a new group of kids soak it in! For many, it had been their first time dancing. In a culture rich with history and creativity, it was great to show them something from a different culture, which is just as filled with creativity.

My dear friend, their teacher, will be getting married next month. What a great way to spend her 'summer vacation'. What a journey it has been. I'm so excited for her!

Walk Around Town

2011-05-31T01:10:00.000-07:00

Months ago, my mom received a simple note. It was written mostly in Bahasa, except for the phrase "walk around town". This simple phrase connected with my mom and inspired her to revisit our friend in Indonesia. Cancer had returned and, within months, would cause great pain.

We booked our tickets and within weeks, our friend was unable to walk and sometimes unrecognizable to her closest friends and family.

We were able to visit her a couple times - each time the day after dialysis, her best days. Her spirits were up. She was able to celebrate two of her daughters birthdays that month.

Though we didn't get to walk around town with her, we were able to visit at the after-school program she started. I even got to do an art project with some of the moms! It was fun to see them enjoy creativity, to admire beauty, and to find it within themselves. None of them wanted to leave when time was up. They ate delicious homemade scones (mom's specialty) and stayed to finish their projects.

Traffic vs. Insomnia

2011-05-22T02:38:00.000-07:00

Dear Insomnia, I want to break up... Jetlag isn't fun any more. I know I have an eventful day ahead of me, yet I cannot make myself fall asleep!

I can hear the party going on two houses down - still. They've been partying since 5:30 p.m. This reminds me of the Indonesian wedding. Granted, we didn't have soundproof doors, nor double-paned windows in Indonesia. But there was someone singing karaoke for all of the neighborhood to hear when most would have rather been sound asleep! And although it is a traditional invitation to the neighborhood in Indonesia, I doubt my neighbors are actually inviting me to join their late night activities.

While I'm still up, here are a few images from Indonesia. Today's theme: Traffic.

Here are a few things you might find in Indonesian traffic...

- Motorcycles galore! Everywhere you look, motorcycles, motorcycles, motorcycles.

- Motorcycles weave in and out of traffic at any chance they get. Especially during a traffic jam, you'll be sure to find motorcyclist squeezing through every open space to inch their way forward.

- It's very common to find 3, 4 and even 5 people on a single motorcycle in Indonesia. Poor kid is sandwiched. Having to hold on while catching some z's = nearly impossible. His face expresses how I feel about now - I just want to sleep...

From Week 1: Hong Kong Layover

2011-05-19T03:56:00.000-07:00

What to do with an 8 hour layover after a 14 hour flight? Get out of the airport! My mom and I took the subway to explore just a little of Hong Kong. We made sure to stop in a bakery to try some fresh pastries. (Notice: my drink is the color of the cement. I had to try it for kicks, but it's not my favorite.) We enjoyed our snacks along the Walk of Fame where hundreds of tourists also joined us.

I'd been here 5 years ago, around the same time of year, and also for a layover on my way to Indonesia. At that time, they were doing some construction. I think this fountain/pool might be new too!

We rode a ferry back for the experience. We visited the Financial Center (tallest building in the city) where visitors could see a view of the city from the 55th floor. Notice, that's the only floor we were allowed to get out. They had an exhibit about Hong Kong money - its history, its production. All quite fascinating to me as I work with various print methods.

Anyway, it was a great way to stretch, get fresh air and simply explore another culture! Even if we were in Hong Kong for only for a few hours.

For You To See

2011-05-17T23:55:00.000-07:00

A week after returning, I'm still dealing with jetlag. But while I recover, you can enjoy pictures at last.

First, here are a few from our first few days in Indonesia. Upon arrival, we purchase our visas. We snacked on delicious roasted peanuts. Throughout the trip, my mom journaled constantly. After a couple days of travel, we enjoyed an afternoon of swimming. While visiting Kursani in the hospital, Donny caught a dragonfly. We were invited to Emily's 5th birthday party, where we were treated to delicious, chocolate Tinkerbell cake and went home with a sack full of Indonesian snacks!

More Laundry Tormorrow

2011-05-11T02:04:00.001-07:00

Rolled out of bed at 1 pm today. Spent the day trying to unpack, sort through and put things back in their places. At 2 am, we're still wide awake. I'm hoping to wake up earlier than 1 pm tomorrow. Welcome to jetlag.

Things I already miss:
Friends in 3D
Shanghai's tall buildings with unique architecture
fruit juices and specialty drinks

Things I don't miss:
the humidity
The Bund Sightseeing Tunnel = lame

While in China, we met a man named Nacho from Spain. Our friends are all well, though adjusting to changes isn't always easy. Seeing them in their new elements, however short or long they end up staying, was super exciting. 4 K's, YV and 5 B's, thanks for letting us into your worlds!

Off to lunch

2011-05-08T20:18:00.001-07:00

We're out to lunch with Amy one last time!

The Milk Man

2011-05-05T18:13:00.001-07:00

I have found that I have easily transitioned out of Indonesia's morning culture to urban night life. I'm back to waking up after 7 again.

A carton of milk is delivered to the door step in the morning. Breakfast has been German corn flakes with Australian honey and Chinese milk - quite delicious!

We've had a few nights of sporadic fireworks. One full show was just across the river! Ahh the perks of being on the 19th floor!

Yesterday, we drove about an hour to Suzhou and visited The Tiger Hill.
Lunch was in an old traditional building. Super delicious food! Robin helped me find some fresh tea for a decent price.
And then we were off to the Humble Administrator's Garden. The rock sculptures are life size and inviting. Some walk ways led to rock formations where you could climb in, through and up them!
We visited the plant where Chinese Pringles cans are made. We even got a tour of the factory and a sample.

I'm definitely enjoying the drinks:
Mango, apple, banana juice
soursop juice
dragon fruit and pear juice
fresh green tea (leaves were picked April 5 for tea on May 5)
hot milk tea

Today, we're going downstairs to the coffee shop in the apartment complex. How convenient!

Exploring China

2011-05-03T17:59:00.001-07:00

From the apartment complex (including parks of exercise equipment, multiple jungle gyms, and towers of apartment buildings) to the Bund, we've been exploring Shanghai. We've had delicious dim sum, Nino's Pizza, and even spent yesterday at the French Concession to enjoy pumpkin soup!

We've visited a sea of Chinese people in the subway station and walking along Nanjing Road. We visited Zhujiajiao, a water town where we took a gondola ride down its streets. All along the walk way, you could smell stinky tofu and find them making fresh Chinese tamales.

We left the family to their 3 hours of Chinese tutoring while we successfully crossed the streets on our own and explored the mall to find a place for dinner. We ended up at Wagas and enjoyed Thai duck curry with pineapple and rice. It was spicy enough to enjoy my mango, apple, banana juice that much more!

Today. we're off to the Yu Gardens and to explore the old city.

Visa Expired

2011-04-29T08:12:00.001-07:00

What a month! Today, my visa for Indonesia has expired. And what perfect timing considering it's the day I flew out!

a trip to Borneo
art with nearly 100 kids
a trip to visit a friend in the hospital
visiting a friend with cancer
teaching perspective and hula to kids at the academy
teaching at the after-school program
doing an art project with the moms
baking and serving apple cinnamon scones (mom's homemade recipe)
painting night with the girls
a road trip to the beach
a hike up the cliff
childcare for 17 kids over 2 weeks
kids performance and art gallery
soaking in the Bali sun at the pool and on the shore
meals. walks and precious chats with friends

What an amazing journey... And it continues!

Hello from Shanghai

2011-04-29T07:49:00.001-07:00

Safe and sound. Oh so fun to see these friends again! We drove through the tunnel under the river. Traffic lights here have a similar countdown timer to ones I've seen in Indonesia. Many tall buildings are beautifully lit. It's great to be here, hear stories, and to see the full view from the balcony (19th floor!). We even watched a recap of the royal wedding. For now, I'm off to a night of sleep.

Bittersweet

2011-04-28T15:37:00.001-07:00

Every little step of the way has actually been a huge thing! I've come to my final day in Indonesia (for this trip). Now at the end of my month, I'm able to see with a different perspective. I'm excited about all that has been accomplished and all of the upcoming possibilities.

It's been an amazing trip! I'm eager to process a little more, so I can tell you about it!

See you later, Indonesia!

See you later

2011-04-24T02:01:00.001-07:00

Tuesday through Saturday:

I spent a few days with Billy, Christine, Everett and Elijah (ages 3-5). I love getting to be a part of their development: from learning how to be a good leader or a good friend to learning how to paint a car or draw a rainbow! I can hardly wait to show you their art gallery!

It was especially fun to meet and hang out with SJ, J&K. I hope I get to run into them again. Meeting so many people who live such fluid lifestyles is such an encouragement. I really enjoy being around them, learning about and from them.

Lydia waved and said "See you later!" when we were leaving. I don't know many, if any, who love goodbyes (particularly not knowing when I might get to come back). So to see her precious smile send us off, it's the simple things I treasure.

Sunday:

"Earthquakes, Zombies and Greater Things" Mt 28: Can I imagine doing even greater things than miracles I've only heard of?

It was fun to come back for the annual brunch. It was fun to catch up with even more families. A highlight seems to have been singing Bob Dylan.

We're back to traveling tomorrow and Tuesday. It will be good to rest while we can before a long flight home or childcare round 2. But even that's with friends in Bali, so I'm not complaining!

A Touch

2011-04-16T21:38:00.001-07:00

In the middle of the night, she felt a touch. But she opened her eyes, and saw no one.

That day, compared to a week before, the swelling in her leg had gone down significantly. She felt the tumor in her abdomen shrinking.

Both days we've visited with her, have been just after dialysis. They say that those are the best days: her body is cleansed and she has more energy. We were able to take and show her a few pictures of the projects and our time together. She was eager to hear about our time with the moms.

She's still in good spirits.

I've been able to share American candy with the girls her 3 daughters each day that we were visiting Polehan. 2 of them had their birthdays this past week!

Nyliep

2011-04-16T21:25:00.001-07:00

We rented a car (including the driver) and took a road trip with friends to the beach. The extended minivan comfortably fit 10 of us.

The name of the beach "Ngliyep". Even Indonesians struggle to pronounce the name. But definitely a spot worth visiting. They're already planning a trip to camp there during dry season!

From one stop, we were able to explore 4 different "beaches", as there were 4 different outlets. In the first, we settled under the shade of trees and enjoyed lunch.

In another, we explored the tidepools and a treasure trove of shells. If I could show you the size of the shells I found, it's quite impressive. Not only in how large, but also how tiny! We found hermit crabs of all sizes and a walking starfish, too.

The third alcove was simply a great place to hang out in the water and have contests to see who could stay under the longest. I could only enjoy the company and burst into laughter.

And in even another, we we swam over coral. We could see the water streaming out from the land, rushing over the sand, in scallops toward the ocean. It's amazing the things I see in nature!

We climbed up the "mountain" - to the top of the rock. But since it's been rainy season, the trees had overgrown the highest viewpoint. Still, walking up, it was quite a sight! (Too bad my camera battery was charging at home!) Even just from the middle height of the rock, we could see how other rocks in the middle of this ocean made the alcoves. The water would rush over the bottom of the rocks, where tidepools had formed. The water would recede and hundreds of mini waterfalls would flow. Stunning.

A day in the sun, beautiful blue sky, warm beach water (compared to cold waters in California), and fun friends! What a life.

Blehmbing

2011-04-14T07:12:00.001-07:00

To Smear:

This afternoon at Polehan, we hosted the monthly meeting for moms. I got to teach them an art project. They created beautiful stained glass window art! (I've suddenly realized that our week has come to a close!)

In translating the tips and guidelines for the project, we couldn't figure out the Indonesian word for "smear". We wanted to tell them how to avoid smearing their artwork. The words we came up with were "to not make it ugly". But that was too harsh.

Finally, after asking 4 others, one of the translators knew the Javanese word. Not everyone here (even if they're Indonesian) knows Javanese, but the moms in this village use Javanese all the time! It's more of a local language and special to this island.

And so, it sounds like "bleh"! C:

The meeting was only supposed to last an hour. They didn't want to leave and stayed until their projects were complete. I hope they find the same peace in creating that I enjoy and have experienced.

My mom made cinnamon apple scones. They asked for the recipe so that they can try to make it themselves. We came home with only crumbs in the box.

Thursday was a great day for me. I'm honored to connect with the kids and their moms. I have the best job ever! I already miss working there and look forward to the next time I can be with them. Even if these kids have all grown up and new kids/families will be there.

Pro. 18:10

Java Dancer - the coffee shop

2011-04-12T20:26:00.001-07:00

Morning coffee with Juliana today. A lot has changed just enough to make things completely different. I'm eager to hear, if even briefly, about the journey.

Yesterday, Susan-ti was super sweet and friendly. She's in 3rd grade and is curious about people. There are a lot of new kids since the older ones have grown up. And the little ones are now the big kids. I wish I could upload pictures. So keep an eye out! I want to show you their bird paintings!

Let's begin a busy week

2011-04-11T21:03:00.001-07:00

It's Tuesday morning. My mom has taught one class, studied language and is in the middle of teaching a second class. I got to run an errand with Sharon - gathering canvases and paint for tomorrow's painting night. (A painting night has become a thing for me to do while I visit. It's fun to hang out and create with each other!)

We'll have lunch at home, and then head over to Polehan (with Yolanda today!) to teach a painting project.

Yesterday:

They said they've been having 10-15 kids. It began to pour on our way over. We got stuck in traffic on our way there, had to jump out of the car in the middle of the small, congested street and cross over (just below an intersection where it meets another uphill street). It was more like a gushing river as we tried to cross without losing our slippers! We entered the school, drenched and with water soaking my pant legs. Well, even though we arrived half an hour after the program started, we had nearly 30 kids waiting for us! They especially enjoyed Lemon heads, Airheads and fruit rolls (Thanks Ange!).

Then tonight we're having friends over for pseudo tacos (all of the topping over rice instead of inside tortillas). It brings back memories because I used to have these friends over for 'taco nights' (usually to watch American Idol). We'll be planning a trip to the beach at the end of this week, so hopefully it won't rain too much on Friday night and Saturday!

Staying Connected

2011-04-09T23:54:00.001-07:00

We've had a few days with a lot of down time.

Friday we only had one class - my mom introduced hula. The kids (mostly physically-active, 1st-grade boys) loved it! For many of them, it was their first time dancing.

My first helper now works where I'm staying. It's been fun to see her and her 2 girls - a 2-year old and, Lina, now in 2nd-grade at Charis. Lina and I used to paint after Kindergarten class before I had to teach.

Saturday, we spent the day shopping for supplies that we will use in the coming 2 weeks. We rode the angkot (public transportation, the size of a minivan) around town and got home with time to rest and before the rain poured. I hadn't realized how close and accessible places were. 3 years later, I'm still figuring out how to get around. And so, I've learned of the MK route - which takes me to many of my favorite places! For next time, I know of a great coffee shop. The coffee is delicious!

It's now Sunday. It's been a beautiful day. But I can feel the clouds moving in, and I hear thunder in the distance. We'll hang out and go to Wendy's tonight. It'll be good to reconnect with even more friends!

My US phone doesn't work here, so we got a super cheap one to use for 3 weeks. It's been hard to connect with people without a phone, but we've still managed to fill up the coming week and a half with plenty to do! We'll give the phone away as a starter phone for someone who's coming to live here in July.

Friday = Hari Jumat

2011-04-07T20:49:00.001-07:00

Losing track of days: I know we're only here for a few weeks, so I want to maximize the time we have. Still, with 4 different teaching schedules in front of us, I can hardly keep track of what day it is!

It will be easier once we're in a steady teaching pattern next week. I'm excited to return to the kids at the after-school program. Their numbers are 1/3 of what they were. But more kids might return if they know we have a special program for them. Hopefully Yolanda and Juliana will also be able to join us for the week!

Adjusting to the sounds: Yesterday afternoon, they put up a "wall of speakers" at the nearby intersection (2 houses down). From about 4 until after midnight, they blared music - loud enough to set off multiple car alarms. It's in celebration, probably for someone's wedding.

Still here

2011-04-06T07:05:00.001-07:00

We're in the mountains where it's cooler, but it's still hot.

Back on the Bike: There isn't anything quite like riding uphill on a motorcycle behind a dump truck with chunks of mud flinging off toward your face! It's funny how a single sheet of plastic brings so much security and comfort. (Don't worry, I was just the passenger.)

Connecting Classes: My mom has been very diligent about teaching classes. She's determined to teach perspective and dance to at least 4 different classes. After a bit of reconnecting, she's been able to figure out a teaching schedule for the next 3 weeks. Who knew I would be so exhausted from simply walking around and accompanying her while she teaches?!

Well, I am. Plus jet lag sets in. I'm glad to get a second wind after a shower, if even just to write this. It's only nine, and I'm heading to bed. You'll be proud, I was asleep by 8 last night. ha! Awake between 3 and 6 every morning. Readjusting to the morning calls.

2 things from yesterday:

1) Yolanda moved into her house yesterday!

2) We went together to see Wenny. It was a good day! She cannot walk and is in constant pain. But still, she was in great spirits! Her perspective amazes me. It was great to see her, to share your love and to simply be with her.

First Sunday

2011-04-02T18:04:00.001-07:00

Today we'll do songs in English and art projects with the kids. It works out perfectly, because the teacher who usually teaches isn't here. So we have the entire hour and a half with the kids.

Yesterday, we went to the hospital to visit Kursani. He's out of the ICU and we were able to hang out with him for a bit. It was so good to see his smile. They still haven't figured out the extent of the problem. It was good to see him and his family again.

We had delicious birthday cake for Emily's 5th. And were even given goodie bags!

Off to prep the final details for the day.

-o-o-o-o-

We expected 45 kids and planned for 60. Well, there were over 75 when I counted - and even more kept flowing in. We had nearly 100! It worked out so that I could take the oldest 30 kids. We used all of my patterns and samples. Each kid had only one marker, so they had to share. But it worked out with just one marker left!

The youngest kids were split into two groups. It worked out so that they could work by family. It amazes me how perfectly the numbers worked out.

Lunch was grilled fish, fried eel and delicious veggies. It's fun to eat with my hand again.

Art projects with Clara, Emily and Abigail lasted for about 10 minutes. It's fun to hang out. Flight #4 is tomorrow. It's been really great to be with Donny and Kaylor!

Back in Borneo

2011-04-01T08:58:00.001-07:00

Luggage update: everything is where it needs to be. For those who knew my anxiety about that, I'm reminded that the Provider goes before me and works things out on my behalf. I can be more confident in that now*.

Swimming. We enjoyed a refreshing afternoon by the pool, surrounded by lush palm trees.

Perfect timing: Flight #3 complete. After a little miscommunication, traffic jam, speedy detour and rain storm - our flight was delayed. * After the whole luggage thing, I learned just how confident I was... In all honesty, my heart was still racing with anticipation of missing our flight and having to spend the night at the airport.

We have reconnected with Donny and Kaylor! Clara is now 3. (We reminisce about eating tacos and watching American Idol on the day she went into labor.) We meet their second daughter in the morning. So good to be with them again.

We're staying at the guest house. AC, comfy beds, showers... still super spoiled.

Kursani is in the ICU. We hope to visit him in the hospital this weekend. He's the founder of the orphanage where we got to do a Christmas program in 2007 and a creative arts camp in 2008.

We have arrived!

2011-03-31T19:02:00.001-07:00

Humid: It's Friday morning in Surabaya - pretty humid for me. But we leave for Kalimantan (southern part of Borneo) this afternoon, which will be even closer to the equator.

Our flights and layover were long, but we were grateful to shower and sleep in a bed last night. Our room is air conditioned, so while we're in there, it doesn't feel so sticky. This morning, when we stepped out of our room, I was reminded of the smell of Indonesia. It's good to be back! Then we realized it was the smell of burning trash... oh well.

Communicating: I've already been able to practice my Bahasa (Indonesian language). They can generally still understand me, and I them.

Luggage: We'll juggle luggage in about an hour. Then we'll be on our way!

Hong Kong: We did get out of the airport in Hong Kong, got a small taste of Chinese snacks and hung out at the Avenue of the Stars. The only 2 names we could put a face to were Jackie Chan and Bruce Lee. We took a ferry back and made it through the train station. Success. Had fresh dumplings and wonton noodle soup. Delicious!

Safe and sound.

Flights are booked

2011-02-22T17:16:00.000-08:00

After a couple of tough weeks, I've finally been able to wrap my mind around this next trip. It's going to be 6 weeks long! S-I-X.

I'm excited to reconnect with friends there! The rearrangement of people in new cities seems to be plentiful. I am excited to see what it might look like... And why I get to be a part of it all.

Eagerly anticipating.

Friends Flying

2011-01-27T23:38:00.001-08:00

To and from. Here and there. It's super exciting to anticipate visiting friends in places around the globe. In a matter of weeks, they'll be off! Some have anticipated this for years, some just within this past year. From ages 6 to 66, it's such a wonderful journey to watch and be a small part of!

After a year of my own monthly flights, packing carry-on luggage and learning how to navigate through airports became an art form. It's rare that I have valuable advice to give, so it's fun to share tid-bits from what I experienced and can share. So, the little I have to offer, I do! I'm happy to make snack packs filled with Nutter Butters and M&M's!

Not only are they on their way for the first time, but I will get to visit in a few months! I am eager to check in with them; to see and hear about the discoveries they will make, the differences and similarities they will catch on to, and the languages they will be able to already communicate; and watch them grow and thrive! I love my life!

Pumpkin Pie and Autumn Leaves

2011-01-20T00:55:00.001-08:00

Some of my favorite things come in my favorite color. It's a seasonal color. I tend to be very particular about exactly which hue I prefer. Sometimes, I see it in rust - sometimes, the throw pillow.

I wonder if I appreciate this color more because I find it 'seasonal'. There is an excitement when leaves change colors and they begin to fall! I have fond memories of baking pumpkin pies and pumpkin bread for the holidays.

I'm finding a deeper appreciation for some of the things that don't seem to happen every day.

It Adds Up

2010-10-26T11:46:00.000-07:00

After some time off from overseas travels, I'm able to begin planning the next trip...

Just last week, new conversations have sparked a search for flights to Indonesia. With great eagerness, my mom wants to teach art to children at the after-school program in Polehan. And so, we are planning a visit as early as March 2011!

Create your own adventure: Books vs. Reality

2010-06-10T00:49:00.000-07:00

There are so many possibilities.

Having studied graphic design and film production in college, I worked in the industry for my first few months as a graduate. One night, I asked God what He wanted of me. At 3 a.m., I awoke with a vision. There, my passion made sense. There, the people whose lives I admired had work of significance - and mine was included. I stepped out of the goals I had and decided to work toward that vision:
- taking others, who were willing and more capable than myself
- to teach kids around the world.
- giving children opportunities, to learn, to engage, to explore new things
- connecting with friends who live in various parts of the world
- learning about life where they live and encouraging them in their significant work.

A few trips later, I was looking to study art therapy.
Given the invitation to live in Indonesia, to work with artists there - I put grad school aside. It wouldn't change much while I was away.

Well, as I look back, both were significant turns. And even in hindsight, both were really good decisions. Still, I find myself wondering "What if?" and "Now what?"

My interest in trailer editing, art therapy, connecting people, the world, and significance are still here. I'm not sure what comes next. But I'm grateful for significant connections along the way.

Reflections: This one's for Juliana

2010-03-23T20:52:00.001-07:00

When I first began painting in Indonesia, I was home in our 3 bedroom house. The walls in my room were painted blue, the same blue used in our bathroom. Soothing. Peaceful. Fresh. After a couple days 'locked in my room', I finally came out for air. And refreshed I was.

On the other side of the wall, Juliana's room was purple (her favorite color). This painting matched her walls. She liked it so much that she asked me to paint her walls like it. Looking back, I wish I took that project on. Now that I'm back on the other side of the world, it seems like a world away.

Juliana was always so patient with me. She was constantly generous and gracious. We could have such honest conversations - in my weariness, about my frustrations, and even my dreams. Together, we would learn about how to live in a third culture. All the while, she was learning about mine and I about hers.

She recently took a trip on her own. I miss taking those trips with her -and numerous they were! Sometimes with a large group, and sometimes just the two of us daring to explore the jungle villages. We could take turns being the brave one when it came to adventure - whether teaching art to kids, creating a Christmas drama with orphans, or teaching a high school English class. When I simply didn't have the words, she did. Even beyond being one of my brilliant language teachers, we could simply talk through our troubles and successes!

We would play arcade games, only to be watched (and laughed at) by some of our students. We would get drenched riding the motorcycle back into town. We would simply laugh at whatever made us enjoy life.

But even being on the opposite side of the world, I am reminded of her passion. She genuinely loved getting to know people, taking time to love kids from all walks of life, and simply making time to let people know that they are priceless. I imagine how this fire within her continues to be fueled by only something deep inside her soul.

Her life really is evidence of the Life of Fire.

Closed Doors

2010-03-21T17:39:00.001-07:00

With an invitation to do art with kids in Central Asia, we sought out the possibilities. I dared to ask God for clarity. This week, I received an e-mail that another group of 8 has already committed to go. And thus the clarity has been given. So we go until you get a "No" - and that's a no for that location and this year. Its' not always very enticing to write entries such as this one. But they are little steps of the journey to remind me that I haven't forgotten what I've been given a vision to do.

We'll see what's next. For now, dinner at Wahoo's.

Water from the Sanctuary (Fertile vs. Futile)

2010-03-13T05:47:00.001-08:00

It's 4 am. I cannot sleep. I keep dreaming, but am wide awake. I am afraid to tell God, "Talk to me, I'm here," because I'm afraid of what He might say. I muster up my courage to finally stop.

"Okay, I'm here!" In my stubborn desire to do all the talking, "I want to remain fruitful (though feeling a bit inactive)."

He gently reminds me to stay connected to Him. "Every month they will bear, because the water from the sanctuary flows to them." Ezekiel 47. He's my sanctuary: sacred and safe. My 'water' - the motivation, the vision, and the hope - comes from Him.

I am afraid to tell God, "Talk to me, I'm here. I'll do what you require, and I'm listening." Because I'm afraid of what He might say given 'permission' to be heard. I'm afraid of just what He might require of me.

I go back to the story about Samuel. 1 Samuel 3. "In those days the word of the LORD was rare; there were not many visions."

(Basking in awe.) "WOW. Okay," at the thought that God would have ever entrusted me with a vision to begin with. (Back to being humbled.)

Still.

Still, I'm am safe. He is my sanctuary. And so, in this, I will rest. 6 am.

Lately and the Possibilities

2010-03-10T15:04:00.000-08:00

Other than a month off for our wedding and honeymoon, we've been teaching KidsMosaic HD (grades 4 & 5). Every 3-5 weeks, we get to do a creative review. After studying the Word, we turn it into an art project or game and recap. It's a way to get tactile and kinesthetic learners (i.e. me) more deeply connected. It's a fun way for me to teach without feeling like I'm lecturing and making them read a history book. And, for the past 4 years, it's also been a good way to study it for myself.

In the past few months, our core team has expanded! More volunteers are popping up to teach and assist. This also means that we have sat in on the main gathering more often on Sunday mornings.

A few weeks ago, we sat in at the Pasadena gathering and listened to a talk about love. One of the points was "What are you birthing/creating together?", referring to a common mission. It stirred my core. I wonder about this vision that I was given seven+ years ago in contrast to my exploration since. Although I've partnered with at least 9 different teams in the past 4 years, it still seems like a drop in the bucket. It's as if the vision is still incomplete, not in quantities or even quality - just not to its envisioned capacity.

In the past few weeks alone, more inquiries and invitations have popped up concerning art camps around the world. And that's not to say that they hadn't earlier. But since last summer (Created to Create '09), I gave myself the grace and space to simply (or not so simply) transition into married life. And, yes, married life has been great!

As we grow, the vision transforms with us. The anticipation is exciting. The steps along the way have been engulfed with a peace that surpasses understanding. And so, just as we have in the past, we keep taking one step at a time into the deep unknowns of what's next. I'm still asking for discernment in determining which step to take, in which direction, and in clarifying the destination. And there are many possibilities: Burma, Tajikistan, Indonesia, Lebanon... Anywhere really. I'll try to keep you posted as it becomes clearer. Thanks for still supporting us through these many stages of limbo.

New

2009-12-31T10:58:00.000-08:00

In the past few months, many things have become new, including my last name, where I live, my laundry basket, my dishes and now my car.

Now married, I'm adjusting and still transitioning.

In our bedroom, we're putting up paintings from Indonesia. The one painting I've brought back to California is one by Citra. She's the oldest of at least 3 siblings - I think 4. When I first met her, she was very reserved. She would hardly ever smile. But over time, after showing up week after week, when I smiled specifically at her, she would (ever so shyly) respond back with a smile.

She was always reluctant when we would do art projects. Her style is simple. I think kids can tell, even in a different culture and with language barriers, when you're being sincere. When you tell a kid that their artwork is great, they look past the words in into your eyes.

We had an art gallery during Illuminate Indonesia 2008. The kids drew sea creatures and seaweed with oil pastels, then washed their pages with blue water color paint (my favorite mediums). I told her I liked her painting, but I don't think she believed me. So I told her that I wanted to take it home with me. She seemed shocked that I was serious.

By the time I left in 2008, she would smile at me. Still, her smiles for the camera would instantly switch from her genuine beaming smile to a simple stare. Part of me doesn't know if it's a cultural thing (where it's rude to show your teeth when you smile) or if she's simply reluctant to have her picture taken.

Having been back again in 2009, it's as if something changed. During my time away, her sister got ringworm. It spread from her legs and arms to her body. Honestly, it looked disgusting. And yet, after weeks of not being diagnosed, the solution was a simple cream. Maybe it was that Wenny was willing to look out for her, to make an honest effort to care for the practical needs. I'd imagine when your parents are MIA, having an outsider come in as a big sister to help means a lot.

Maybe it was just being away for a year that made me see how much she did smile. Or maybe she just wasn't so afraid of smiling any more.

Imagine, smiling being new... My new years resolution - smile (genuine/sincere smiles) more. That means my perspective must widen to see more of the little things to enjoy, to find how to be grateful, to keep my mind on "what is true, and honorable, and right, and pure, and lovely, and admirable. Think about things that are excellent and worthy of praise."

What makes you smile? Please share.

The Show

2009-09-15T23:08:00.000-07:00

We had a good turn out for our sharing time. It was super refreshing to reminisce and share about our experience. We shared pictures, stories and even a video! Thanks for all of your support!!!! It's exciting to see what becomes of the next trip. Keep visiting back for updates.

Indo Sharing

2009-08-15T18:51:00.000-07:00

Saturday, September 12 @ The Charnwood House 1:30 p.m. Stories, pictures, desserts and drinks! Stop by to hear about our latest trip (all of the things we didn't mention on our blogs). We'll also have cards and handmade bags available, created by the families of Rujak Berkah, the after-school program where we taught. (Cash or checks only) Feel free to bring a friend too!

See Beautiful: The Book

2009-08-02T00:05:00.000-07:00

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4 Stamps

2009-07-29T01:00:00.000-07:00

Here's what the latest addition to my passport looks like. 4 stamps (an and out of Hong Kong and Indonesia + visa on arrival for Indonesia.

Stretched and Stretched Out

2009-07-28T23:44:00.001-07:00

We checked out of the Surabaya (Indonesia) airport hotel at 5:30 this morning. We flew to Hong Kong and then to Los Angeles. After 24 hours of travel time through multiple time zones, we returned to California at 2:30 in the afternoon. It was super great to have Garett and Danny eagerly waiting for us upon arrival.

We were all looking forward to coming home. But I think each one of us thoroughly enjoyed our time in Indonesia. I'm excited to reconnect in a few weeks to hear and share more stories. I hope you will join us.

I have been stretched in my leadership and its responsibility and have simply enjoyed being surrounded by laughter along the way. Sarah's dream of teaching photography in Indonesia came to life. Rose saw shooting stars in Bali. Michelle's passion and long-awaited vision of teaching art to kids overseas was affirmed.

I can now unpack, do laundry and sleep - not curled up in a seat. We will all enjoy our showers, our beds and the comfort of family and friends a little more than the usual tonight. Thanks for sending us!

Bali Face

2009-07-26T19:17:00.001-07:00

It's our final day in Bali. We'll spend some time painting on the beach and doing projects with the kids before we leave. We all miss the kids in Malang. I'm being stretched, but am reminded, ever so gently, of grace. I'm really enjoying this team! We'll be on our flight home tomorrow morning. Thanks for remembering us - we can feel the difference!

Extrovert

2009-07-22T08:55:00.001-07:00

We've been talking about whether people are extroverts or introverts. Tonight, my extroversion is clear. We had friends and their kids come over for dinner. Super fun! Then Kaylor, Donny, Hannah and Betsy came over with Clara, who's now 18 months old, talking and walking!

They all left by 8:30 and I feel more energized than I have in the past week! I'm sure jet lag is finally wearing off - just in time to return back to LA in a few more days.

The Kaembas brought over lalapan (fried eel and chicken with cucumber, basil and sambal (chili sauce)). It was super delicious and one thing I wanted to eat while here. It was great and almost tastes like french fries - crispy batter really.

We had a great day with the kids and here is my highlight:

Michelle D. taught the kids how to play 'heads up 7 up'. As a kid, I hated this game because I didn't always get picked. But we taught the kids to hold up their thumbs, close their eyes and wait for their thumbs to be tapped. If their thumb was tapped, they hid it in their fist. When we called 'heads up 7 up', the children with 'missing thumbs' would stand up and guess who tapped their thumb!

Arif choose me and I was super surprised that I guessed accurately! When it was my turn, I choose Sheva. He was super excited to have been chosen and even did a little sitting dance! It was super precious! He did guess correctly too, but seeing his sheer excitement of being chosen was simply my favorite moment of the day. And there have been many super great moments today!

There have also been disappointing moments. Like the moment when I realized that I didn't have the house key - and neither did my housemates. We were only locked out for about an hour, but it was a bit self-disappointing/frustrating because I hadn't checked that I had the key prior to leaving the house, nor had I made earlier arrangements for us to get back in. Our helper was home when we left, and she locked up before we returned. Not having a cell phone, I had to walk to a friends house, call a list of people, and finally we got ahold of someone who could get ahold of our helper (who also doesn't have a phone). She graciously stopped by to unlock the door (in which I had broken our key just a few days ago!)

We made it into the house 2 minutes before our dinner guests arrived. And well, if anything, it gives me stories to write home about. Enjoy!

The Tapestry of our Lives

2009-07-20T07:54:00.001-07:00

We just spent the day with the staff of Rujak Berkah, Polehan. We visited 2 temples, which are super fun to climb, and had lunch and dinner with them. Personally, it was so great to be back with them!

We shared stories of how each person got connected. It's an impressive tapestry of how our lives have all come together for this week. And tomorrow we will begin our first day at our second, creative arts camp!

Each day, our time with the kids will be 2 hours long, which will be divided into two, one-hour sessions:

Session 1:

K-1 Dance (Naomi and Sharon)

2 Creative Writing (Sarah, Crista, and Jennifer/Juliana)

3 Fine Art (Michelle L., Wenny/Juliana)

4-5 Engineering/Aerodynamics (Rose, Michelle D., Wenny/Juliana)

Session 2:

K-1 Fine Art

2 Engineering/Aerodynamics

3 Dance

4-5 Creative Writing

Camp 1: Complete

2009-07-18T03:31:00.001-07:00

The kids: Each person on our team has found something beautiful about various kids we've been teaching. I'm actually fascinated by this.

Daniel knew my name. (He kinda reminds me of how my older brother looked when he was a kid, or when my nephew Frankie was younger - olive skin, hair cut just above the eyes and huge brown eyes.) Connor's favorite class was card making. Emily helped her brother to ask for candy when he didn't receive any - and he totally didn't act like a brat when he hadn't received one. When he did, he was gracious to receive it. Delon and Jeffrey were 'delinquent' kids who always remembered to say, "Thank you." And whom I apparently bonded with over bugs crawling on the ground. And Hannah and Sam are 7-year old twins who are brilliant, polite, and can draw Power Rangers!

Carmen talks like an adult. When she took another girl's piece of ribbon, and was called on it, the first sentence we heard out of her was, "What does it matter?" Sassy, I tell you. C:

I think we all wish that we had more time to have deeper conversations to get to know these kids. Abigail's favorite color is blue. And the older kids all came back to pick up their canvases. As fascinated as they all were with our classes, is probably how fascinated we are with them...

The key:

Today, I broke the key in the front door. It's Saturday and there is a holiday on Monday. I hope we can get a locksmith or the garage door key before Tuesday...

We are in Indonesia!

2009-07-15T19:24:00.001-07:00

It's so great to be back! Pulling into the city where I lived only a year ago, it's refreshing to return.

Luggage: After arriving at LAX with an abundance of luggage, we were able to strategically repack. With help from our family, friends and the counter clerk, we only had to pay $100 for the overage - which, for everything we brought, was a miracle! Our luggage arrived without any problems - and we were able to cram it all into the car.

Arriving: We arrived at our house at 11:30 p.m. Ibu Ririk, our house helper, left us a welcome note on the table. We all had a great night of sleep the first night.

Health: Rose got sick while we were at Hong Kong. She picked up a virus and is slowly recovering. (Thanks to my friend Mei, we don't have to panic.) She's on a BRAT diet and requested the 'coin treatment' - which our helper gracously did for her. She rested yesterday and will continue to do so today. She's in good spirits, but we want her to be back to 100% so that she can teach with all of the energy that she brings.

Day 1: We had Koko Krunch and Honey Stars for breakfast. I took Michelle and Sarah on a short ride on the angkot to their language class. While I waited, I visited Charis - where the teachers were having a ping pong tournament. It was so great to catch up with Mexi, then to take a walk and catch up with Lelly. I gave our groupd a tour of Charis and WIS to get an idea of where we will be teaching. They said it was impressive.

We met Naomi, Melissa and Melanie yesterday. We enjoyed a feast of Indonesian foods for lunch, though, it took over 2-1/2 hours for delivery to arrive. There were 10 of us at our house for dinner last night. We enjoyed lasagna and salad - a treat for our friends who live here. We've been sharing stories of how we got here. It seems to be very encouraging for everyone.

Day 2: We've been getting used to the little creatures, chee-chucks (a.k.a. geckos) in particular. Sarah, Michelle and Naomi are in language class as I write. They had homework and are making it a point to practice.

I met baby Musa, which means Moses. His story is similar in that there are plans for him to be adopted. He's now 6 months old.

Jennifer and Juliana are shopping for 15 more canvases for Saturday's classes then will pick up Michelle and Crista. Melanie and Melissa are exploring Malang, including the 'big market' and nearby temples.

Our household (6) will have Indonesian curry for lunch. Our program at WIS kicks off this afternoon with card making, ballet and music classes.

Tonight, we will meet the entire group for dinner at Bunga Bali, a popular, western restaurant. We will be about 30 people! Thers is much to soak in, all over again. It has been really good to begin and end each day together.

I'll work on getting online from our house today. It might just be possible if I can figure out which switched control what.

All of these boxes!

2009-07-04T14:19:00.001-07:00

This week alone, I've received 9 boxes of books and supplies to take to Indonesia. From Indiana, Kentucky, California, I'm surrounded by such generous people!

All of this has now spilled into our living room and I'm strategizing to figure out how we're going to pack all of this, plus supplies for our creative arts camp at three locations!

We've ordered 50 pounds worth of supplies for our fine arts section alone. I'm super excited about the projects Michelle has for the kids!

It's hard to believe that I have one week to handle all of the final preparations, including my own eating and sleeping management. It's easy to push aside necessities when it gets down to the wire. They seem so normal.

Passport Renewed

2009-06-20T11:24:00.001-07:00

Yay! I received my renewed passport via Express Mail today. I had seen the new design of the passport, but now I have my own. I am however sad that all of my used pages have disappeared. The signs and marks of trips I've taken, or have attempted to take, all of the visas and country stamps that I received - gone.

Simple pleasures. Bittersweet.

The Story of an Elephant

2009-06-17T02:09:00.000-07:00

Sarah, our creative writing teacher, wrote a story about an elephant. It climbed into a tree to gain perspective. I hope you'll take the time to read it. Let me know if you'd like me to send a copy. I would be happy to! I think you will be inspired by it. I think you might understand a little more about me too. I'm really glad that Sarah is coming to teach about writing stories. I can't wait to see her script writing come together.

Created to Create

2009-06-08T10:21:00.001-07:00

Our team:

4 from Los Angeles

2 from New York

1 from Kansas

1 from Arizona

3 from Indonesia

Our visit:

July 13-28

Our theme:

Created to Create

Day 1: I am created from God's imagination

Day 2: I can create from my imagination

Day 3: I choose to create

Our passions:

Creative Writing

Fine Art

Aerodynamics

Cards & Crafts

Ballet

Music

Our destinations:

WIS. International school

Rujak Berkah. An after-school program in the slum neighborhood

Seeds of Hope. Children's home

Next Trip!

2009-05-21T19:55:00.000-07:00

Going back to Indonesia July 2009. With a small group from Los Angeles and a couple friends and sisters of those living in Indonesia, we are creating an entire curriculum! Some possibilities we hope to offer are:

Fine art/Crafts

Ballet/Hula dancing

Aerodynamics

Cooking

Creative writing

Photography

Music

We are beginning to coordinate fundraisers. If you can help in anyway, please let me know. We will need donations for travel expenses and supplies.

In just a couple months, I've been watching 18 month old Christopher grow up. (I babysit him every Thursday night.) He can now correctly match shaped blocks in to their coordinating holes. He no longer eats cheerios out of his protective-from-spills cup. And he is beginning to talk: Bye, Clock and Four are his favorite words so far.

I can just imagine how much kids at Rujak Berkah have grown since the Fall. I am super excited to return to them!

Finishing 30

2009-05-14T19:03:00.000-07:00

Finishing 30 years today. I'm enjoying a fairly usual routine. Christopher's arriving. C: Planning for a trip back to Indo in July. More event planning with loved ones here. Simply celebrating.

When a Plan Starts to Come Together

2009-04-30T02:05:00.001-07:00

Or rather, when your dreams start to become actual plans... that is where I am. After 6 months of anticipating a return back to Indonesia, it looks like a plan is forming. It's taken a lot of patience for me not to let go of the dream. It's not funny - how quickly it all snowballs together. I wish I could plan months in advance, to know all of the ins and outs. But life simply happens. There's no way I could control it all, and there's no way I would be able to enjoy it to the fullest if I tried.

For now, we're collecting donations of dry, watercolor paints and anticipate going to Indonesia at the end of July. We're fundraising, yet again, and brainstorming for our 2nd Annual Creative Arts Camp in Indonesia.

Rujak Berkah, the "Fruit Salad" after-school program @ Polehan has grown. They now include 15, 3-5 year olds.

Wading and Waiting

2009-04-09T23:46:00.000-07:00

On Sunday, we announced to the families of KidsMosaic that I am
stepping up to coordinate for KidsMosaic Pasadena. This involves
babies through grade 5 at our 9:30 gathering. They say it's about
180 kids on any given week, though nearly twice as many on the actual
roster.

It's not a paying gig. So I'm still working multiple part time
jobs. This includes: the stationery store, private art classes -
traveling to their homes and nannying/babysitting. I've put my own
business aside for now. I've begun to pour more of that creativity
into wedding planning.

So far, we've settled on a date and location. I'm excited that we
will be able to celebrate under the night sky, on a rooftop in Los
Angeles. It will be a small, family wedding. We'll have orange and
white tulips. We'll have desserts.

For now, I'm trying to enjoy and challenge myself with where I am -
as opposed to where I'm headed. For now, I must remember that
everything I'm going through is not in vain. There is a plan and a
purpose. In that, I find solace. I eagerly await where I will be
living, what my job will entail, how I will pay bills, and what a
schedule will look like. But for now, I'm still wading in this murky
water, still waiting for a little more clarity and stability - still
walking by faith.

Refreshed

2009-03-11T00:58:00.001-07:00

It's the tail end of Winter. My room is cold at night, but liberally
absorbs the warmth of sunlight throughout the day.

February was generally a cruel month. March has already proven a bit
more hopeful.

Job-wise, I'm in about the same predicament that I've been in since
the Fall: a handful of part-time jobs that simply pay the bills,
affording little leftover for luxury.

Rest-wise, I am finally finding my place and purpose for now. It's
refreshing and generally uneventful. But exactly what I need.

Even if it's just a few days or weeks of smooth sailing, I'll take
it! Moments even.

With a new pair of used cowboy boots, this Saturday I'll be dancing.
More on the story behind the boots later.

And then the plane crashed

2009-02-10T21:56:00.001-08:00

So the day after the last post, the news came out about the plane that landed in the river, without casualty. "Passengers are rescued from US Airway Flight 1549 Airbus A320 jet after it crashed in Hudson River, New York." People still DO walk on water! The things God will do for me to know that He is listening...

Can someone just tell me what it's like to walk on water?

2009-01-14T15:22:00.001-08:00

I've heard it's been done before, but I feel like it would simply
have to be a miracle. I feel like I keep sinking. I just can't seem
to let my foot simply rest without the feeling of solid mass
beneath. And so, instead, I hover in this place between flying and
walking on water. It's unstable, unsettling and nerve-wrecking all
at once. I'm hardly going anywhere without having to grab ahold of
something steady. Hardly able to move forward and scared to let go
of everything I think I know. Lucky thing I've gotten used to the
waves, at least that they clearly exist.

A Glimpse of My World

2009-01-06T11:04:00.000-08:00

I was born in America.
My ancestors are Chinese.
My brothers claim we're part Irish.
My kindergarten class was bilingual, English and Spanish.
I discovered my passion in India and Benin.
I speak Indonesian, but apparently with a Korean accent.
My fiancé is German, Czechlosovakian, Cherokee,...
My cousin's moving to Turkey.

And in the middle of all this, I still feel lost. I've been back for
6 months now. Maybe it's phase 3 of readjusting: hating everything.
It's the new year. I'm supposed to be rejuvenated to have a fresh
start. Only, I find myself more disappointed, more unclear, and
more unsure about what's next.

When you've had one of the best, most thrilling parts of your life
come, well, to life, what's next?

After TX

2008-12-08T12:02:00.001-08:00

After a great weekend in Texas, I'm back to work. Spent the morning
getting things together for Friday and Saturday's show:
Strings of Christmas lights, stacks of plastic envelopes, cards,
business cards, flyers, brochures and postcards.
Oh, have you even seen my new postcards?! (Do you remember this
painting, inspired by our float plane trip to Papua?) Rivers of
Papua, framed print for $40

PRESENTing...

2008-11-19T10:39:00.001-08:00

For the holidays:

- Handmade Cards. $4 each

- Painting Prints. 16 prints currently available. $40 each

- My painting on a card! "Christmas Star" $1.50 each or 50 for $50.
Now that's a steal! (Reserve your order now. Orders available for
delivery early December.)

All proceeds help take the arts to families around the world.

November and December

2008-10-31T17:08:00.001-07:00

I've officially started graduate school, only part time. I'll be
focusing on this for the next couple months. With all of the holiday
events, and the early stage of engagement, this will give me plenty
to do. And of course, there's still trying to stay connected with
you and potentially setting up another trip for next summer.

Awake again at 4 am...

2008-10-27T04:24:00.001-07:00

15 hours of sleep. And then a night of none at all. If I could make
myself stay asleep tonight, that would be fantabulous! I got 3 hours
and am wide awake. Thanks jetlag.

I wish I had a clearer picture of the future, but for now, the dream
remains
- to travel
- to various places around the world
- at least once a year
- taking people interested
- to share their gifts and passions
- with others around the world.

Some people call it mobilizing. Some people say connecting.

Kids, moms, artists, friends, teachers. Doesn't really matter to me.
Indonesia, Lebanon, Japan, Thailand, South Africa. Doesn't so much
matter either.

'Mau ikut' (Want to come along/follow/join us)?

Trip Successful

2008-10-25T15:42:00.001-07:00

Though we are really only semi-debriefed, we count this quick trip a
success. Ange got to teach. The moms were receptive. The kids got
to explore art with new materials. I saw the house that needs much
repair - the main beam is rotting away. We visited with co-workers.
Met new staff. Caught up with friends. Rode the ankot. Visited the
children's home. Met another Leela in this world (a British girl from
Malaysia). Relaxed a little in Bali. Ate bakso, soto ayam, sate and
gado gado. Went to an Indonesian/Chinese wedding. Shopped at the
grocery store around the corner. And had Avocado/Coffee/Chocolate
shakes, watermelon juice, mango lassie and water from a plastic
wrapped cup.

What to do?

2008-10-23T07:30:00.001-07:00

We are in Singapore again. This time for a good 12 hours. Except, the
shuttle and tour into the city have already closed. We are 'stuck' in the
airport. But there's plenty of shopping, restaurants and gardens to see!
We might just splurge and hang out at the transit hotel for one last
shower before our insanely long flight home... It's been a blast to
reconnect with friends, if only again for a few minutes. The whirl wind
trip was definitely every minute, every penny, and all of the adapting.

I had a few great conversations in my final 24 hours here. I know why I
have come. I'll write more when I'm more coherent. Cheers!

Just One Last Creature...

2008-10-22T05:50:00.000-07:00

Back at the Richardsons house while they're in Bali. Check out what
Ange and I found today!

community

2008-10-19T09:46:00.000-07:00

Saturday morning, we hung out in the 'Desperate Housewives'
neighborhood. Check it out, my paintings have been hung in Clara's
nursery!!! Kaylor and Donny picked out the wall colors based on the
paintings!

The ladies relaxed by getting cream baths, a.k.a. deep conditioning
for your hair plus head and shoulder massage.

We went to Gideon's wedding yesterday. (The bridesmaid wore white?!)
Saw some friends, co-workers and teachers/staff. It was
extravagant. Check out 'cutting the cake" - the cake is fake! And,
yes, they are pretending to cut it with a SWORD!

I love my community here. It's so great to be back with them, if
only for a week. Ange and I leave for Bali in 3 and a half hours.

Creating

2008-10-17T19:29:00.001-07:00

Te girls are learning to sew various patterns. The boys are making
lamps. All throughout our 2 days of class, music from a wedding
across the street blared. Here is the groom in his processional! I
used art supplies from Yolanda to help the kids make a huge 'Thank
You' sign for the moms and teachers. Lindsay and Ange enjoyed their
packed 2 days with the community of Polehan and the staff of Rujak
Berkah, the after-school program. It flew by, but I know that it was
helpful and effective. Check out Ange's blog for more details.

Around Town

2008-10-17T19:27:00.000-07:00

Texting is the most popular way of communicating with people. So, we
sit around and type on our hp ('ha-pay') - cell phone. At Tandon,
the local store, around the corner, Ange, what are you shopping for?
Clara just turned 8 months old! She's a flying astronaut in this
picture. We went out for Lalapan - fried eel. Only the guys and I
ate eel. Most of our party ate fried chicken instead. And Terang
Bulan (Moonlight), a popular cake dessert with cheese, chocolate and
peanuts inside. Though, I'm not sure how this one's from Texas.

Transportation

2008-10-17T19:23:00.000-07:00

The kids learned about transportation this week. We played a game
pretending we were motorcycles in traffic. It was fun! They are
learning about various vehicles and their parts. Here are Ange and
Merro riding the angkot/mikrolet/public transportation.

At the airport(s)

2008-10-17T19:02:00.001-07:00

Filling out immigration paperwork, the exquisite bathroom sinks in
the Singapore airport, Ange drying off after 24 hours of not being
able to wash her face, free internet at Singapore, I'm in the...
airport! That's right, they had an indoor, tropical garden.

Coming and Going

2008-10-17T09:08:00.000-07:00

This morning started with class at 8, a bit earlier than yesterday.
It's been a full day. I'm now exhausted. It's only 11.

We spent a good 6 hours at Rujak Berkah, the after-school program in
Polehan. A wedding took place across the street. Music blares for
about 24-48 hours before and after the ceremony. It's the
neighborhood's invitation to join. They had a processional for the
groom in the middle of class. We all went out to watch. We have
pictures to post later.

I made cards with the kids. They've been working on them and I have
about 50 to bring home. All hand made, hand drawn. $5 each in case
you're interested. All the proceeds return to Rujak Berkah, helping
these kids and their families.

I was a little confused to have to say good bye again. I don't think
we realized that it might just be a long while until I return again.
These kids will be taller when I return. I'm 160 centimeters tall.
We all measured ourselves today. And, since I can anticipate some
confusion, I'm 54 kilos.

Classes went well. Ange said she nearly cried when she was presented
with a little thank you gift.

We had a team dinner for Sharon's birthday. It was so great to hang
out with everyone all together! I already have conversations to
continue! Good thing we will see each other again tomorrow and
throughout the coming days!

After a few hours of girl talk, it's time to sleep. We're getting
cream baths tomorrow. Cream baths are very inexpensive ways of
getting pampered here. They soak your hair in 'cream' - it's like
deep conditioning. They wash and style your hair. Viola! Perfect
for going to a wedding - which, by the way, we will be attending. My
friend Gideon, the computer teacher at Charis, is getting married at
3! We will sit in on the ceremony and join the reception at 6. They
anticipate 800 people. It will be the first Indonesian ceremony I
will attend.

It's a bit surreal to 1) be in Indo and 2) be engaged. But I'm
loving both!!!

I'm really back!

2008-10-15T17:39:00.001-07:00

Kim and Ethan were on the same plane landing in Indo with us. Kaylor
and Clara came with Pak Anugerah to pick us up. We sat through
traffic from the mud flood. The dirt walls are built higher than
when I left since the sulfuric mud continues to flow uncontrollably.
We stopped in the humidity to eat lunch at the Palace, KFC. We came
home to Totok and 2 dogs. Showered and refreshed, we met with Merro,
Juliana, Wenny, Pak Bambang and their 3 girls, Gabriella, Karen and
Renee. It finally hit us that we were here/back. Kaylor Selfie and
Nat joined Merro, Totok, Ange and me for dinner. We had gado gado
for dinner - delicious!!!! We fell asleep by 7 and woke up about 12
hours later.

Simply loving it. It's 2 weeks out of town, but really only one week
in Indo after all of the travel days. So that's a bummer, but we
will maximize our time.

We study Bahasa (language) at 9:30-11. Get picked up at 11:15 for
Polehan. Eat lunch with the staff. We have 2 hours with the kids'
regular program. From 3-5, we're on. It's super exciting to see
Ange's face light up as she hears about these connections and the
potential that it has in lining up with her passions.

Dinner with Kaylor, Merro and others. Then, we'll have a movie
night! We will need the down time. It's already Thursday here!

Still Awake

2008-10-14T10:49:00.001-07:00

1:49 AM - 10/15, Wednesday. We've landed in Singapore. We met Daryl on the plane - she is traveling to scuba dive in Bali with 9 friends. Her son lived abroad in Germany for a year. Now, it's her turn to explore the world.

The Japan and Singapore airports are amazing! Ginormous and all lit up. Definitely aesthetically pleasing.

We are exhausted and still have another flight to catch - after about 4 and a half more hours.

We are safe.

Touch-A-Ray Bay!

2008-10-05T23:34:00.001-07:00

Lori, Timothy and I spent the weekend in Gatlinburg. A highlight,
the Aquarium! We spent about 3 hours there, and about 2 of those
hours standing around, petting sting rays! The diver came around
during feeding and there was a swarm of them. It was so fun to watch
kids splashing fish water at their disgusted parents. No worries,
they shortened their barbs so we couldn't get stung. Though, they
had little sharks swimming by too.

Gatlinburg

2008-10-03T11:26:00.001-07:00

Heading off to Gatlinburg today!!!!

heart-racing thrills

2008-09-24T23:36:00.000-07:00

kirby's avalanche
home cooked dinner, especially when I'm not the one cooking
sweet, sentimental surprises
hope affirmed
confident answers
peace that surpasses all understanding
root-beer floats

Meat on a Skewer

2008-09-19T10:37:00.001-07:00

I miss Sate. Pork or Chicken. Chicken is eaten with a peanut
sauce. Pork with a dark, sweet sauce. In a month, I can eat it up!

Parking Tickets

2008-09-18T19:53:00.001-07:00

Some things, I definitely didn't miss in Indonesia. I've moved into
the new house, but didn't know that I'm not allowed to park on the
street (what a concept) from 2-6 A.M. I even made sure that I was
gone before street sweeping hours. Now, that, would have been quite
the feat - 2 tickets in one morning! Well, at least I had a great
day baby-sitting/teaching the Blain kids!

After the Gala

2008-09-13T23:18:00.001-07:00

If you ever want to take your friends to get a cupcake, frozen
yogurt, ice cream, or all sorts of flavorful foods, Larchmont has
it. So, feel free to stop by Landis while you're down there. Stop
by the general store and find my paintings. They will be showing
them for the next month. If the paintings sell, the store would like
to keep them available.

This afternoon, there was a good turnout and response. My art was
displayed next to the food table, always fun! And I did notice some
strangers thumbing through the various prints - even better! It's
such peaceful affirmation to see how opportunities come together
despite me.

The Gala

2008-09-10T23:30:00.001-07:00

The public show of my paintings has arrived!

Landis General Store is hosting. A number of artists will have their
work displayed. Live jazz music!
This Saturday, September 13.

Landis General Store
140-142 North Larchmont Boulevard
Los Angeles 90004
(323) 465-7998

Come see the artwork which was inspired by and created while I was
living in Indonesia. Original work and prints available. Proceeds
of my work and cards handmade by the kids go towards children and
families I worked with at Polehan, the after-school program and doing
art with kids around the world!

Artists Reception @ 2-5; I'll be there 4:30-5. Hope you can come
by! Bring friends and family. Work will be displayed throughout the
month of September. Cheers!

Illuminate Story #428

2008-09-04T11:38:00.001-07:00

The Passion of Literacy

I could see Olivia's passion for creativity in words and being able to unleash this potential in each child. She gave each child their own writing book. They would begin to answer questions in Indonesian. Then, eagerly grabbing a dictionary, they would translate their answers into English! They became so interested in learning English! They wrote a little bit each day.

At the end of only a few days, Amel and Saras wanted to read what they had written for their parents! A little shy, a little hesitant, but wanting the affirmation and a little encouragement - they were all so proud to be be able to share with their entire community! Illiterate moms and grandmas were amazed that their precious children were able to read and write in 2 languages!

One Last Thing Before I Go

2008-08-22T13:08:00.001-07:00

We're heading back to Indonesia!!! Leaving October 13 to arrive there the 15th.

"So quick? I'm just getting adjusted." (Though, they say it will be months and years to process and adjust... Comforting, I suppose.)

But this trip has been in the making. I've been talking with Angela about doing health ed. classes for over a year now. A return trip for me to lead a team in October has been an ongoing conversation for 7 months now. As usual, it's not what I necessarily pictured, and yet it is...

Super exciting! But I guess that seems to be most of life.

Some R & R

2008-08-22T03:05:00.001-07:00

I know, you're thinking, "Why do you need R&R if you're only working 4 part time jobs, one full time job and start grad school part time?!" What can I say, I love doing - everything. So, I'm taking the opportunity to go up to my parents' summer lodge. Awesome!

So, I'm already ready for some R&R before it all kicks into full gear.

Thus, Big Bear here we come! There's nothing like watching old black and white movies in the lodge or looking out to see the pine trees and smelling their refreshment. It's about a 2-hour drive up the mountains, and we'll be breathing in thin air. And it's just around the corner from the old campsite of annual summer camp.

Some time at the pool. Some good ol' board games. Maybe some time by the lake. We'll be back in a week.

What Do You Do Next?

2008-08-20T18:14:00.001-07:00

After an Olympian has gone through all the training, sat through all of the interviews and has finished competing, what happens next? Where do you go from there? You've broken records, you've proven you're the greatest in the world, you gave it everything you had.

And then?

Momentum... Using momentum not to simply coast forward. Which might be easy to do with all of the endorsement offers... But use that momentum to push you toward more.

So, more. While I'm here, we're fundraising for the next trips: supplies for art projects, for school, for First-Aid kits, helping families provide for their kids, providing health education classes for moms, training moms to sew, and, of course, flights and food.

Ahhh Feeling Beautiful

2008-08-17T01:02:00.000-07:00

After 5 hours at the salon with fun friends, an hour in a white
stretch limo, 2 hours getting dolled up in our formal dresses, and 7
hours of a wedding ceremony & celebration - dancing included, this is
what I came home to... If only we could all understand the art of
hair styling, the art of make-up, the art of simply feeling beautiful
- even if it's all just on the surface. Fun times, fun times. It's
so great to have people to celebrate with!

Perseverance, Endurance, Determination

2008-08-12T01:56:00.001-07:00

Some days are harder than others.

Recent Additions

2008-08-09T15:47:00.001-07:00

- a part-time job to "pay the bills" (until this full time job can sustain itself...)
- wireless internet to the current house.
- personal boundaries for my own sanity/needs.
- October trip to return to Indonesia.
- home art gallery: the next attempt to communicate about my trip.

Tonight, Tammy didn't even say hi before she enthusiastically said, "Welcome back!" She sat on the stairwell with a friend and in quick passing, shot a smile and one of the worlds best acknowledgments my way. Absolutely refreshing! The thing is, I met Tammy literally a couple weeks before I left for Indonesia. We had a quick conversation, and she asked me to paint. With that opportunity, I painted a confusing piece. (I've since tried to paint over it. Still in progress.) But it stirred up within me something that needed to be brought out. So, I began to paint in Indonesia.

Amazingly enough, that brings me to the art gallery. A series of paintings created during my time in Indonesia. Private openings by appointment only. (I'm already a stationery snob. Now just add to that - art snob.)

Hear the stories, see the artwork. Never thought this would be such a big deal, but it feels good. Haven't finished a painting of my own in the last 6 months. But we've gotten kids to get their hands 'dirty' - that's what matters.

In Honor of Dad Jimbo

2008-08-08T13:20:00.000-07:00

When I was away from home for college, my roommate, Tanya, took me home for Thanksgiving weekends. My away-from-home parents were Jan and Jim. They always welcomed me in, and I felt at home. My away-from-home Dad Jimbo passed away.

I haven't visited them in 5 years, but that doesn't mean that they've been forgotten, nor that I haven't wanted to visit.

Tracey came with me to visit once. She remembers. I'm glad that at least she met him.

I suppose this Thanksgiving will be in L.A.

Thanks for the laughs and love. You will be missed.

Dragonflies in the Grass

2008-08-04T12:11:00.002-07:00

When I went "Up the River" back in the Spring, I sat on the floor, in the middle of the room and began to paint. Kids and moms would soon gather around to watch. Their inquisitive eyes made me smile. I began to draw lines and would soon begin to fill them in with a sequence of colors. I asked a few of the kids if they would like to help. Younger ones were eager to help me choose colors and sometimes even grab the brush. Older kids would usually decline, saying that they "couldn't". I would have them choose the next color. And, handing over a paintbrush, would give them only 2 rules. 1) They had to repeat the color at least 3 times and in various areas of the page. 2) The spaces in which they colored could not touch another space with the same color. (My secret is out. Now you can all become artistic geniuses!) No doubt, I would run out of paint brushes. A few kids would be working on the same color and I could soon step back from the entire piece. Whether artist or not, each person would have their own interpretation of what the drawing meant. Mine was usually "wrong," compared to everyone else's. But hey! I get to title them here. In the end, we have one piece which I will call, "Dragonfly in the Grass" and a second I am calling, "A Glimpse of Heaven." And in my mind, at least one is upside down in this picture. Here's how they (title and work) came about: "Dragonfly in the Grass" After an afternoon of oral surgeries, translating post-op care instructions, and painting a couple rounds of greeting cards with kids, we had a sunset break. Jim went with some of the guys to "shower" in the river, a.k.a. cannon balls. A few others went to freshen up with baby wipes and change in the back room. Where, it's really only blocked off by a loose curtain; and the only light is the tiny penlight you took with you to get back there in the first place... A few of us were sitting on the porch, laughing, relaxing and preparing for the night ahead. I decided to get up and mingle with the kids, if even just to watch them pass by on the main street, a.k.a. sidewalk. A few of the kids asked where I was going and I'm sure I didn't have much of a response. A small circle of us gathered and I asked them, of the small group, who was the funniest, who was the smartest, etc. Soon, the conversation wore down and they wanted to play games. Which abruptly ended when one of the boys went chasing after a dragonfly about the size of my hand! It whirled and twirled as if it was mad. It flew into the middle of tall jungle grass, but he caught it! And of course, scared/disgusted the girls away. All the while, it was absolutely hilarious to us! So, as you can see, there is a mad Dragonfly in the Grass! I'll write more about "A Glimpse of Heaven" later. My cold would like me to take an intermission.

Simple Comforts

2008-08-01T17:48:00.000-07:00

So the night I left Malang, I found an envelope on my dining table.
It was a letter from Ibu T. with a picture of Lina. I reread and
translated most of it this afternoon.

I've been sick for a week, so I did all of this from my bed. I'm
reminded of Lina and how I miss having her peek in as I "work" from
the comforts of my room.

She's started Kindergarten at Kidsland last month! As of when I
left, she didn't have school shoes, nor a school bag. With now 3
kids in school, it's a financial crunch for the family. Both mom and
dad are working and they take any extra jobs we can offer. They're
super friendly, so that just makes it easier.

I miss their company. The last time I saw Lina, I left her with
paper and asked her to draw for me. Jennifer brought over a stack of
my stuff, including the picture Lina left. It's got to be weird back
at that house now. But maybe since Lina's at Kidsland, she'll have
more creative stimulation packed into her day! Good thing I know the
teachers and leadership there are amazing! Afterall, I helped train
them. ahaha

Mail

2008-07-31T13:08:00.000-07:00

Well, I must say, there's nothing weirder than coming back to
California and getting a package that has seemingly already been
opened! And now, who will I share my Reese's Peanut butter cups
with?! It's not in such high demand here - or if it is, you get to
the grocery store and buy your own.

Mail still brightens my day, just like it did in Indo. Especially
when I have a cold that makes my head feel like it's about to
explode. Which, is exactly how the washing machine sounds right
now. Just as if the water in the kettle has come to a boil.

So, I have a week and a half to work on my report on Illuminate. I
have all of these words to begin with, but none seem good enough.
I'm sure it's a matter of combining words into sentences that will
make all the difference. But for now, I'm still stuck.

Who would've ever thought that I could actually write letters as a job?

Anyway, that's all my head can take for now. Happy sending!

Feed a Cold, Starve a Fever

2008-07-30T15:11:00.001-07:00

Maybe it's a physical sign of overworking myself back into California
culture. Maybe it's just something I caught. Whichever way it goes,
I'm sick. Not fun.

Got a can of Campbell's Chicken Noodle Soup and a bottle of Zycam.

2 of my gerber's are still alive and well. One is beginning to fade.

The BBQ was a blast! Though, maybe in another few weeks, we can do
one at the beach! Just because I want to.

Well wishes.

California says, "Welcome Back"

2008-07-29T12:27:00.003-07:00

While sitting in the apartment today, I felt a little rumbling. It grew and continued on... Silly me, I crawled under the counter. Turned out to be a 5.8 earthquake. Funny. The last earthquake I felt was in Indonesia. Today's felt stronger - maybe because I was on the 2nd story. The mug fell from the top of the fridge. The lamp swung back and forth. I went outside to check on neighbors (inspired by last night's talk with Andy, Garett and Adam). Only one man was in the area. That's an easy line to start a conversation: "Did you feel that?" Of course! At least I knew I wasn't going crazy. He said he just wanted to step outside for a breath of fresh air. I understood. The single breath of fresh air. The moment of deep calm. It was refreshing. If in the maddness of "getting caught up" that's the moment I get, well, I'd simply better enjoy it. Even after an earthquake.

Initiate

2008-07-25T13:21:00.003-07:00

Initiative: I appreciate it when people take initiative. If one
sees a problem and a solution, when they pursue either, it lets me
know that they aren't oblivious. Oblivious to the process, oblivious
to what matters to me, oblivious of the need for both.

Initiation: I've always appreciated the process of initiations. To
have respect for the place, organization, group of people, community
that you would submit to their thrashings. And to trust that they
won't beat you to a pulp - well, at least not in initiations I can
stand....

For me, my self-proclaimed initiation to Indonesia was the motorcycle muffler burn. I would never recommend a burn, knowingly or unknowingly. Even the smallest are painful and leave ugly scars. But it was a dose of reality. It is such a normalcy for the masses who mostly get around by motorcycle. The drama of my own burn was hardly sympathetic. And when it's your first week in an entirely different place, culture, city - you want some sympathy!

Well, a year later, the ugly scar is painless. It reminds me that I was 'brave enough' to suck it up and push forward. It took over a month to heal, but I got through it. I took care of it daily, and it never got infected. And if anything, it's a good story.

So, maybe it will take me a good month to get readjusted to being back. It's already been painful, but I can, again, suck it up and push forward. It's ok to take the time I need to take care of myself. And this, too, will be a good story.

Potluck BBQ Picnic

2008-07-24T16:40:00.003-07:00

You're invited! Just so you know, the details.

The Gerber Daisies

2008-07-23T13:03:00.001-07:00

Gerber Daisies

2008-07-23T12:17:00.001-07:00

I got a handful of gerber daisies the other day. They sit on our
dining table. In the midst of my internal chaos, they brighten my
day. Maybe because they are red-pink-orange, and white. But maybe
more so because they were revived from half a day in the car without
water! With a plastic cup of water from the tap (I know, it
shouldn't have been), and a little help to stand upright, they're all
strong and tall again.

I guess, for whatever silly reason, it gives me hope. That's just a
flower. Am I not more complicated than a flower? Why it is such a
journey for me to feel revived? Maybe I'm just not soaking in the
'water'...

I picked up a sand dollar, too. On the sand dollars were written
'Faith', 'Love' and 'Hope.' Mine reads, "Hope."

Why can't I just accept love the way it's given to me? Where do I
start? I seem to have stipulations as to how I receive love. They
say, "Just receive it." "Be patient with yourself" - and with others...

Still, I never thought my life could feel so beautiful...

Funny Little Things

2008-07-20T21:46:00.001-07:00

I went to Bed Bath and Beyond with Garett the other day. Melissa and Brett's bridal registry is there. I got as far as getting the list before feeling overwhelmed. There were 9 pages to it. Not really long for a registry, I know. But then I needed coaching to figure out what to get! Garett suggested that I make a purchase based on my budget. Smart! Looked down the list - no problem. But then, I had to figure out where the items on the list were located within the store!

Walked around to the sheets, and a store employee asked if she could help. I was beginning to get overwhelmed, I didn't know what to ask. She was about to walk away, but I finally just showed her the registry and asked her to clarify bath sheets. They're not sheets, just actually extra long towels actually. So back to the towels, where they only had one of 2 colors that were needed. I couldn't do the towel sets, I'm picky that way. Only to go to kitchen items, but I could only find one pan that was listed. So I asked a store clerk to help, maybe I could just point out the items on the list and he could find them. But he was just going to help another customer, so he asked if i could wait 5 minutes - fine with me! But then Garett suggested that I just get the one pan and one towel. I was beginning to get overwhelmed that I just didn't care any more. So, I headed back to the towels and then to the kitchen section. Then, we get to the register, they ring it up and ask for coupons. Oh yes, I had two - and could use both! Huge discount and I could've bought more. But at that point, it was overload for me and I just wanted to get back to the car and go home.

There was a whole mall to explore, but I barely made it through a single store!? This whole culture shock thing really isn't a joke!

We went out for dim sum today at Ocean Star Seafood Restaurant. Just getting seated was culture shock. They spoke in Chinese and I wanted to respond in Indonesian. As always, Chinese restaurants are crowded and noisy. It was a bit overwhelming and much to take in! I wanted to ask for certain items in Indonesian. I had to tell myself a couple times that it was okay to pass things with my left hand and that it wouldn't be offensive. I caught myself not knowing how to respond because I didn't want to point to anything with my fingers, but knew that pointing with my thumb would be awkward. But I made it through and enjoyed delicious Chinese food, most of it tastes differently from Chinese food in Indonesia.

I needed a break, so it felt good to take a walk. After driving everywhere for a week, it felt good to get back to walking around. I shocked myself when I pressed the button to cross the street and it beeped at me, signaling when it was my turn to cross! We walked to the Sanrio store, and I was overwhelmed at the selection. A lot of the characters have changed and it's not as colorful as it once was. But they really do carry the Hello Kitty Jewelry - as shown on Kimora (I would watch that on Indovision - cable)! And there's a Hallmark store next door!

Then, we got to go to the Mayan again tonight. I've missed the ambiance, the new lyrics, the good music, the live art. It's so good to be home.

Back and Facing Forward

2008-07-18T17:43:00.001-07:00

Lelly had Pandu draw this for me - Love it! It's the first thing
hanging on the walls of my new home. Off to run some errands - it's
been the most productive day since I've been back! We went out to
lunch, to the post office, and I have a bridal shower gift to buy.
And I have girls night out plans at 8! Wow, 4 things in one day!
It's only taken me a week to work up to that!

Thanks Lelly!

Not Saying Good-Bye

2008-06-26T13:39:00.001-07:00

Said one final good-bye to the helpers. Bitter sweet. Enjoyed one
last visit with Polehan families. One last cream bath with hand and
foot reflexology/massage. One last dinner with live Indonesian music
- well, a lady singing in Indonesian. Took one last joyride with
Jennifer around town on our motorcycles. It was so great to go back
up to the top of the mountain where I first practiced to ride.

It's WAY early in the morning. We're struggling to wake up, if even
just enough to finish packing last minute items, grab a shower and
load the bus... We have 2 travel days, so hopefully a lot of time to
rest along the way!

My time with friends here has come to an end way too quickly. I'm
glad I think the last time I saw each of them, I didn't really think
it would be the last time. Lelly had Pandu draw a caricature of us.
Love it! Sorry, I already packed it or I'd post a picture...
Anyway, soon enough - you can see it in person.

Fresh Pumpkin Cookies

2008-06-25T18:48:00.000-07:00

Some of the kids made fresh pumpkin cookie sandwiches for our last
day at Polehan - SOOOOO delicious!!!! I wanted to bring some home,
but without a freeze for 3 weeks - I had to pass...

So, for the time being, they gave me a couple to take home... Wow,
It's really my last day in Malang? It feels a little crazy. I think
tonight will simply have to be an all nighter...

Yesterday, there was a power outage. Our water tandon didn't fill
up. So we couldn't all shower or brush our teeth this morning. I'm
so spoiled, Pak Gaos was working at Charis and I just had to run over
to ask him to help - and he's a genius! It was fixed in less than 30
minutes, and so now that everyone's teaching, I will enjoy my last
morning, hot shower in Malang...

By the way - here's some of the awesome artwork that Rachel helped
the kids at Polehan create! LOVE it!!!!