Wet Paint

Saturday, April 13, 2019
While it's rare that I get a chance to paint, I was more than happy to receive a call asking that I do just that. Though I often wish that my skills were more refined, I know that there is a depth of my soul that thrives in the creative process. The more I learned about this new organization - their intent, their goals, the more I knew that I had to be involved!
I had the opportunity to paint live for their fundraising event. It was captured on livestream and recorded. We raise support for a new organization for young artists, pairing them with mentors who would journey with them physically, emotionally and spiritually. Knowing how art has been an outlet and a gift to me, it is so important to know that there are venues for others to create, too! Whether it is an invitation, an art camp or simply a blank canvas and tubes of paint in the corner of a studio, simply create space. Even in the darkness, even in the unknown, there is always hope.

Honing In

Months ago, my little Rocker had been working on a workbook with Grandpa. They cut this out and gave it to me: the picture of an astronaut.  Art Astronaut: Exploring art with children around the world.  Definitely still on my radar.  I certainly have not forgotten, nor waned interest.

After many months, and even years, of staying grounded, I have suddenly found myself in a place of multiple opportunities - to all of which I want to say, “Yes,” and each of them with a deep interest.  But in making sure that my family gets the best of me, that I don’t over commit, and that I stay true to my calling, I have taken some time to pause, to inquire, to ask for wisdom. 

As I am clarifying the right choice(s), I am also being refined internally.  I looked up honing in and homing in, and both are fitting. As I clarify the next steps, not only am I getting closer to where I am supposed to be in part of my destiny and purpose, but I am also refining the character of who I am becoming as a person. The day-to-day decisions I make shape me. It’s not always easy to choose. It’s not the most attractive choice in the moment. It may be abrasive, but the results improve accuracy in order to produce precision.

I do not take for granted the opportunities and unique possibilities, the freedom to go, nor the gift of sharing the experience with friends and family.  There is a great responsibility in being sent, whether by an organization or by a community of people.  It means so much to be supported by others - new friends and old, those I have never met in person and those who have traveled along.  I am so grateful to have met such kind and generous people, fun-loving and creative. They will never know just how much their joy has brightened my days or how the life that radiates through them brings hope.

These are just a few of the qualities I hope to reflect to the children and families we meet.  In all of our endeavors, through all of the travel and even in the anticipation of the unknown, a Light shines in a dark night of despair. A burdensome load becomes lighter. The goodness of God comes to life.